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hey ..

have yah quys ever felt v happy beinq w this someone ?
and when you know that ..
they can always make you smile ?
no matter how down you are ?
and that you both know nth can sperate you both from each other ?

well ...
i had that feelinq .
so does this quy ..
and no, before you all ask me if his my boyf ,
no , his not .
so.. yeahh ..
here it qoes ,

One Day ,
in sch , i had this dumb workshop .
blablabla etc ..
need to play some qames but before that ,
we went for recess .
tat boy end-ed sch le (same sch)
and he accompany-ed me durinq recess cause i was left out .
i qave my food to my fren cause i didnt want to eat .
so yeahh , i sat beside him on a fliqht of stairs .
talkinq .. lauqhinq .. [u] smilinq [/u]
and soon , i realised i was late for class .
i draq him alonq cause i was scared of enterinq class ..
im th` only one late .
and yeah , eventually , i entered .
i told my teacher i fly .
and i played th qame .. he was watchinq over me ..
like a guardian-angel in disguise .
he did everythinq ..
so that i would smile..

after sch ,
QJ n ZE ask me qo buqis ,
i ask him to follow ..
my bf didnt let but he eventually allowed .
i followed him to his doorstep ,
waited for him to bath .
and we went out ..
we kept playinq .
pushinq him into bra shops .
so much funn ..
we keep movinq into every shop .
i would run n he would run after me.
we would smile .. -it wun stop-
than we went to th 2nd last floor .
it started to rain .
i ran to th door near th` balcony ..
it said pull but i pushed .. thn i pulled .
i ran to th rain ..
and he would ran to me .. just to shelter me.
he offered me his jacket after seeinq me freeze..
i didnt take it..
i went to th last floor ..
saw tis huqe lan shop .
2oo comps .
i wanted qo in..
he took my hand and pulled me away .
he kept tryinq to stp me frm enterinq ..
it was so funn ..
dhen i heard someone callinq my name ,
was QJ .
i went to her and she said why i came here ,
she call me to qo away n have funn ..
so i did ..
and boy, you really make me smile.
so funn ..
-while it lasted-
but soon ,
my bf called..
he was anqrytat i wasnt w Qj,ZE .
he scolded me. .
but worse is..
his fren scolded HIM ..
and i could see..
how deeply hurt he was..
& i couldnt stand it..
i took th phone frm him ..
i..cant take it..
seeinq him.. in pain..
he iqnored me th whole journey home..
i could see..
he was holdinq his tears..
i wanted to cry too ..
i held back..
but when he left..
i felt like.. it was real ..
he just patted my head..
not like wad he usually does..
& i know , for shure .. his really,
qone.. and he SMS-ed me..
it was comfirme-d ..
his qone from my life ..
and i cried.
and i saw him cry after he left th train..


so yeahh..
NO HAPPINESS last FOREVER.
only th` pain does.