Maybe ..

Yallwo :D

Been awhile since i post-ed xD .

TMR iz count-down :D
WOOTS !
Count-inq down to a New Year , New Start and A New Beginninq xD <3

i wanna see FireWorks w u babyy <3
i wanna hold chuu under th stars <3
i wanna kiss chuu under th moonlite <3
Babbyy am i askinq fer 2 much ? .

ima Be Ur Mushy-MUSH ball <3
and you`ll be mine (: .
-iLoveYou-
Its Onli ..
If You can make it (: .
But if chuu cant, i understand ^-^ .
Thr mus b smth more imp xD .


woaini <3
aiai ni <3
fei chanq AI NI <3

BOO ! :D
Happy ohh HAPPY dae xD .

Babyy came to my house aqan :D <3
playplayplay ;3
Kute luush ! <3

Alwys lookinq at my taq-ies to see he qort write xD .
BwiiBwii qo make Bloq luush :3 <3>

Aftr babyy qo,
Maid n ieh Brinq his to bus-stop xD .
Bus came so fast ): .
Than My NiteNite kiss came xDD <3
-LOVE- tat sibehh much :3 .

aftr tat ,
Family qo watch AVATAR !
omitian !
-FAINT-
so niice :D .
But like..
can see th Gurl NENE :X
LOL ! <3


Babyy bullieh Mwiie !! ): .
never return my penknife xDD .
KUTE la chuu :X .
But i oso nid kae ? :DD .

<3
x99 HEARTS .

Babyy wo ai ni .
Gd nite (: <3

zui hou yi ci .

Before I close my eyes for the last time,

I wish to tell you I love you,

In your embrace,

don't wish to let go In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you

I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing.

After this farewell,

there will be no more meetings,no more can I be by your side

But please don't forget

You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place

I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore

I won't be able to wait for dawn

Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing

But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

This is part of a sonq called , `[Zui Hou Yi Ci ]

<3babyy.

♥

Haiz ):

Father scold le ):
Say Comp cant use whole day D: .
than i g2g soon ): .

but i wil try sneak to use comp :3

-EVIL- :D

-♥- Babyy i Miss Your Kiss-es (:
-♥- Your Hugs :D.
They Warm My Heart -♥-

-♥- babyy ,
iLOVEyou .
ieh giv chu my heart ♥ .
Enter My Heart & i promise i will LOCK you in there 4eva .
i wun let anyone else enter .
i want to make u -SMILE-♥.
I want to make your everyThing Alright (:
iLOVEchuu ♥.

Missinq -Chuu-x ♥

Babyy (:

`Im Missinq -Chuu-x Already.
`Hope Euuh Ouhkae (: .
`ieh Wanna Kwiiss Eurh BooBoo ); .
`Hope it recovers by tomorrow -♥-
-----------WOAINI----------


-Hope chuu SafeSafe -♥- .
Euuh Gort meh So ADDICTED to Euuh -♥- .
i wanna Be Your GUARDIAN-ANGEL . -♥- .
PROTECT chuu . (: .
I want To SHOW you My LOVE .
can we take some Pictures together ? :D.
i wanna upload it ^-^ -♥-

sien :D CONTINUE !

So yeah.

BOO !



xD .

Still tired :X

CONITUNE!! ♥



Yesterday Suppose qo Church Before teh partehh xD .

But i Over-slept and Lucky yiConq Came :X

-If not Wont wake Up xD-

Than we qo :X

Half way i dw qo le xD .

Cause byTheTym reach there ,

Late x-x .



So we stop-ed at JouronqPoint :D

i wanted to shop For Presents :DD

-i so good-

LOL .

Than Shop all close ):

went arcade Keep Losinq th Games x-x .

MONEH FLY !



Than qo Parteh in my house :D

i thought noone cominq x-x

than PeiYi come :D

than BwiiBwii oso come <3



He made that Day So Special ! ♥

So Thanks Bwii <3

:D

We Kept Playinq in My room .

My Cuzzie -Van-

Kept Shoutinq x-x .

i kept Disturbinq Her :X

HEHE .



Than She Also Disturb My BwiiBwii xD .

Play-ed alot :D

Than Went to Open Presents !! ♥

BwiiBwii ShyShy so he stand near th Toilet :3

-KUTE-

and Kept Sayinq he wants to qo to teh Toilet When He DOESNT NEED to :3

-KUTE-

i Got a qlass Cup from ahYi :D

And a idk..

EVO 7 PRO.

-if im not wronq-

From My Mom :D



BwiiBwii Help-ed Me Fix It into my comp .

-♥ - xwiexwie ♥ -

Than i Disturb bwii :X

Accidentl-y Cut Hym ):

-Sayanq- Sowwie :X




BwiiBwii Hand -cut- ):

Hope Your Hand Heals Fast (:

Recover Fast -♥ -
iLOVEyou .
Thanks For Yesterday <3
Its SO funn -♥ -

And Thanks For My GoodNite Kiss :D

xMas 2009 .

WOOTS !
xMas Partehh sibeh Funn !

Thanks y`all whu came ♥ (:
Thanks 4 those smexii Present (: ♥

Thanks babyy 4 th WonderTime Today <3
though cuzzie kept interuptinq :D ♥ .

Will TellMore Bout It Tomorrow :X
tired~ ♥
-PICS WILL UPDATE TMR-

babyy iLOVEy-ou (: ♥
forever yes <3

231209 is Love-d <3

Woots (:
231209 ,
2 days before christmas (:

And at tat time,
BwiiBwii was still my KorKor (:
so he asked me to qo mac around 5 .
and as usual , im LATE :D

i felt th urge to brinq sum1 :X
cuz i scared i stuck .
become stone x-x .
so asked LeneLene laii (:

Went in .
Line up .
find bwiibwii xD .
thn saw his fren ,
walk up to em` .
thy say he outside :X .

Thn LeneLene n i went out n saw him xD .
Go in..aqan o-o .
blablabla xD .
LeneLene anqry i never told her got people come xD.
Blablablabla :X

i said tat th JwieJwie look like monster :DD
-innocent-
thn LeneLene come back xD.

-BLAHHS-
BwiiBwii fwens Left .
Left BwiiBwii , LeneLene n me (:
We went up to "SecretPlace" [ Lazy Rename:P ]
blablabla x-x .

thn blabla x-x
LOL !
Lene went home ,
bwii send me to mah house (:
i draq him inside xD .

He Audi xD
while i watch (:
i sms him if he could be mine xD !
i dun think i could take a face-to-face reject but :X
i still asked (:
His so Cute <3
Funny n, im happy juz beinq w him (:

so there .
i got my early xMas Prezzie .
Him <3

231209 .
HOHOHO <3

babyy ilovey-ou <3
4eva us (:
23rd <3

Hi

22-12-09

after school ,
went home play BankaiStory.

After tat rush out xD .
Meet Jun KorKor .
Than we wait his fren :D

go eat .
blabla.
than wtch em` play Bball :D

i stare at JunKorKor .
Thinkinq..
` A Guy Like Hym .. Love me gurl like me ?`
`His So Cute.. But im not..`
`Will you ever Notice me in a crowd ?`
-Heartache-
Its so Hard To wait for you while im Sufferinq .
Everyminute of everysecond .. i love you more.
and th pain hurts more ..
th Next Time I See you,
When we`re Alone .
ima ask you 2 be mine ..

When JunKor brinqinq me home ,
We got lost NEAR my house xD .
play w him .
-POKE- him :D
than near a pile of MUD .
he was about to jump .
i Grab his shirt n pull him xD .
So He Nearly fell .
and i Nearly fell on him x-x.

i thought he would qimi a goodbye kiss or whisper
those 3 words ..
But it was a simple ByeBye .

So Yea..
ima wait.

Let-Down

went out w Cuzen tdy ..
JunKorKor <3 , was at westCoast while i was a vivo .
asked me go over , i agreed .
told mum , she said can .

awhile later she say thought you want go home Than when going off, i asked her if we going westcoast ,
she said yea .

when we walked to carpark,
she say i got say ma !

i than.. Felt So torn apart..
stayed in toilet and cry-ed.

later Junkorkor sms me said if want go eat togther .
i was instantly happy..
i agreed than told mum i going down eat ..
she say Dontwant . too late . later i get more cold.

lock myself in room cry agan .
i let-him down .. not only him , th people waiting..
than my mum came in . i faster wipe my tears ..
she said , i thought you going?
I FEEL SO STUPID .
I JUST WANNA CRY.
WANNA DIE.
YOUR SO IMPORTANT TO ME BUT ..
i feel so useless i cant even be there i wanna be next to you..
But i cant ! THEERS ALWAYS SOMETHING STOPPING YOU.
my heart hurts so much ..
My spirit died .
i dont know if you would love me even when i cnt be there for you..
even when i asked you to wait.. and i couldnt come I want to let you know..
iLoveYou
And i cant live...
seeing you love someone else..
im crying .. my keyboard is wet..
my heart.. is broken ..
i just want you..
i dont mind running away from home just to be next to you ..


i wish you love-d me th way i love you